savvy.

updates..

So im doing okay.

Ive been slightly late to work the past three days and im not sure why. I just dont want to get out of bed, I dont want to start my day. This is all coming from the girl who just got praised for being an awesome intern, rewarded for being a great worker, and is loved by a guy she doesnt know if she loves back anymore. 

So whats wrong? Ill tell you- Predictability. I hate it.

I wake up, go to work, work, work, lunch, work, intern, gym, maybe dinner maybe not, maybe see friends maybe not. i have about 5 hours in my day where I am not sure what I will be doing. 

I have an itch in me. One to explore, venture, and just be. Its not being fulfilled by the 40x5 + 20, schedule I am on. Two weeks isnt enough time to see the world. 

Justin doesnt like doing any of this. He likes not spending money (which im not saying money is important because there are plenty of ways to do all of those things with out spending a dime) and bitches every time he does, he hates just aimlessly wandering, doesnt want to try rock climbing, and we just dont really have anything to say anymore…

Is this to be expected? Is this growing up? 

I dont think so. 

Could I be the type to walk away from everything and start over?

I know what I want. I will work hard to get it.