June 2012
3 posts
Busy
What a joke
If people truly care they would make time for you
No excuses
May 2012
26 posts
Go get it, this girl has inspired me from her...
The piece below was written by Marina Keegan ‘12 for a special edition of the News distributed at the class of 2012’s commencement exercises last week. Keegan died in a car accident on Saturday. She was 22.
We don’t have a word for the opposite of loneliness, but if we did, I could say that’s what I want in life. What I’m grateful and thankful to have found at Yale, and what I’m...
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life
NZ in less than a month
and who the fuck knows after than
so much goes on throughout the day that i just have no idea what the fuck to even throw up here at night..so for your reading pleasure heres what i have been sending to universities in NZ and Aussie basically trying to convince them I am kinda smart and not a complete failure, fingers crossed, if not I’m definitely going...
Human beings are the only creatures who believe in a God, but act like he doesn’t exist
Life is full of exits
i want to go home
thats why i need to go to new zealand
So fucking done with this shit. You can only try so hard and put so much effort in before you give up.
I want a love that consumes me —adventure, passion,
Mhmm whatcha say?
That is this just what we need. You decided this. Speak no feeling, I don’t believe you. You don’t care a bit. No no. You dont cAre a bit.
It won't change anything
Spin me around again and rub my eyes. This can’t be happening.
I will never ever date a coworker again.
Don’t want to email
Don’t want to eat
Don’t want to sleep
Just the beach
Be here by the sand
And maybe I’ll try to remember who I am
I hate what I did to you
I hate all that it hid from you
I wish I could go back
And day I wouldn’t take a day
Back
I Wish I could have showed you just how much you meant to me
With all the words that you’ve said to me...
And I’ll stop resisting. Why the fuck did I resist? Why was I such a bitch. What the fuck was I so afraid of? Why did I push the person who cared the most about me away. What the fuck. I think I’ll quit work tomorrow. I don’t want to do this alone again.
I fucked up. I wish I could take it all back and have talked to you about what was going on in my head. I didn’t realize how intertwined my life was with you. It seems like I can’t listen to music or eat or drive with our crying cause there’s nothing I can do to fix what I’ve done. I know maybe time can help but I know you and you don’t like to be single. I hope you...
That feeling when you fucked up and wish you could take it all back
I wish I never started to keep things from you. I wish I didn’t care if it made you sad because that’s when we were the best. When I told you everything and trust me when I say no one knows as much about me as you do and no one cared as much as you did. I hope we try again one day. I dot care if I never said it to you or you never to me but I loved you. I did. I know I fucked up and I...
Don't listen to a word I say
My screams all sound the same
April 2012
13 posts
It hurts remembering how it felt to shut down
lost
if the sun were to explode..
you wouldn’t know about it for eight minutes. thats how long it takes for light to travel to earth. for eight minutes the earth would still be warm
Have I instilled the spirit of rebellion with in you?
You might have
I’d say I’m sorry but I’m not
Why the fuck can’t I cut a break. It doesnt matter how hard I try, it doesnt matter if I make the right decision, it doesn’t matter if put all my passion into it, it doesn’t matter if everything looks like its going to align, it wont. So fuck it. I’m sick of being unhappy. I’m sick of Giving a fuck. I’m tired and I’m drained. I think I know what’s...
March 2012
15 posts
I really don’t deserve your kind words but they give me such hope. Especially coming from someone I admire incredibly. To say I am more mature than your kids, that I have great eyes but not because they are pretty but because goodness shines out of them, to say you know I will be successful - just knowing it comes from you from your heart makes me feel so special. Thank you thank you thank...
“But there is a tendency among some in the excluded middle to throw up one’s...”
– Christoper Knowles, excerpt from “Pop (culture) Has Eaten Itself” (via heartmindspirit)
Excellent thoughts
Need that horchata feeling back
I tremble, they’re going to eat me alive..if I stumble. They’re going to eat me alive. Can you hear my heart beating like a hammer? Help. I’m. Alive.
